Another day another diaper.

I never realized when we had our second child that there would be diapers again. Sounds dumb I know, but I wanted another baby so bad that - it slipped what little mind I have. Anyway, I am feeling better but neither of the boys are feeling up to much. I went to a job interview this morning, cuz the $$$ is not coming in. We need another income again.... so please wish me luck. I hate to have to go back to work again, but farming is not the best business to be in. The perks are great though! Our boys see things first hand that most never see in their lives. Calves being born, crops growing and family working together for a common purpose. I love farming - just dont always like being poor!!!! LOL But if our kids are healthy, we have food, warm beds, cloths and love God and each other - what else do we need. The new car, huge home, great cloths and all that goes with that doesnt really matter right? Not to me. Man did you think you were going to get a Sunday sermon on Monday afternoon?!?! Sorry - I am on a tangent today!! :) Anyone else feel this way about life? I dont like the thought of my kids in daycare, not that there arent GREAT people who do daycare, but they are not family - maybe close in some case's though. I guess I mean the type of daycare where they have so many kids that its a "center". When JoHann was little my grandmother watched him and I felt so much better about that. It was easier to handle cuz she feels like I do about him. Anyone have any thoughts on this stuff. I am in a real discusion mood today - let me know what you think - all opinions are well and respected.